December 2010
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“Everyone has three lives: a public life, a private life, and a secret life.”
– Gabriel García Márquez (via kari-shma)
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My boyfriend just said yes, he can tell that I’ve gained a little weight.
But he also promised to help keep me in line with a diet and with exercising.
Focus on the positive…
I swear, I have never met someone who loses weight as slowly as I do. First resolution: do whatever possible to speed up my metabolism!
Merry Post-Christmas and Happy Pre-New Year!
Hope you all had a wonderful holiday…I did…and def got spoiled. One of the things my boyfriend got me…a tattoo! He’s paying for my next one! So excited…we’re planning to make an appointment for sometime after January 15th…so I’m making it a goal to be lighter then. Not saying by how much because I don’t care by how much, as long as I’m...
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S.A.D
Totally emotional lately, all up and down and a lot more down than usual…feeling taken for granted and neglected by my man (who promises to work on this) and having constant bouts of crying. Problems with him, with the weather, with me…I’ll be fine all day and then just kabam. Misery.
But on the bright side…lost a pound.
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January will start off with a cleanse.
Must be on the right track straight off, physically and mentally, and have a fantastic year following.
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Best motivation yet...
This summer I skipped a several day hike that my boyfriend and his nearest and dearest went on because I knew that I was physically unprepared for it, and would’ve been exhausted, embarrassed and generally rather miserable. He was really disappointed, though I told him the reason was because I needed to find a new job, had just moved to a new place and was too broke to afford equipment. Also...
Does anyone really LIKE being in a swimsuit?!?
Well. I survived being in a hot tub with my boyfriend and his best friend’s really great girlfriend…who has probably the BEST NATURAL body (as in she doesn’t have to work for it at all) I have ever seen.
It helped that it was super dark.
Sulkity sulk sulk.
My boyfriends ex is good friends with his best friend and his girlfriend. Both have told me he and I are better suited than they ever were, but the fact that she will always be in his life by proxy is sometimes daunting, since I started off as a rebound…but I bet I’d feel a whole lot better if she wasn’t so damn thin. She moved to another city…so really I need to grow up....
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I'm lazy.
It’s a problem.
One day I'll feel beautiful enough for him.
He already thinks it. My reality just needs to match up to his perception.
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What to wear what to wear...
Clearly my life is going pretty well if this is my biggest dillema. But it is a major dillema…if I was model-thin, skinny-beautiful, I wouldn’t stress, I could throw anything I own on and know it’d be flattering and confidence inducing.
Yes, I know that’s not necessarily true but whatevs.
As it is…such a headache. It used to be my favourite part of going out, now it...
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